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Please don't do it again

May 2, 2006, 4:03:54 AM by ~xxxblackxrosexxx
Literature / Poetry / Horror / Traditional Fixed Forms

Please don’t do it again

My beckon of hope
In this sea of life
You were always there
To ease the pain and strife

Without you I don’t know
What I’d do
Sorry for everything I have done
I don’t want to lose you

I’m sorry for only caring about me
And blocking you out
I didn’t understand what you were going through
But now I am left without a doubt

Knowing I was the one to cause this
And not knowing how to help
This is the one time
I wish I were someone else

If I could just be different
Then this would never be
A distorted nightmare
Of a lost memory

If only it were true
And I could take it back
Without your helping hand
My world is turning black

Closing it all out
Will no longer soothe my pain
I need you to understand
I’m sorry and won’t do it again

Please say you didn’t mean it
And you won’t do it again
Let me know I’ve got you back
My mother and my friend

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Run -Edited- Run for the memories,
That tear you apart.
Run from the dreams,
Destroying your heart.

Run all you want,
But you cannot deny,
The scenes playing out,
In your tortured mind.

'I loved you'
Carver on your wrist,
It's the ultimate sin,
And you couldn't resist.

Into spiritual realms you flee,
Begging down, on your knees,
"Dear God…
Help me please?"Run -Edited- by ~xxxblackxrosexxx

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Beautiful Pain Make it hurt,
I'm in control,
A perfect body,
And perfect soul.

Detach myself,
From the pain.
Concentrate,
On what I'll gain.

Striving for beauty,
A whole new me,
But it always evades,
Never to be.Beautiful Pain by ~xxxblackxrosexxx

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Run Run from the memories
Breaking your heart.
Run form the memories,
Tearing you apart.
Run all you want,
But you cannot deny,
The scenes playing out,
In your tortured mind.
I love you too
Carved on your wrist,
It's the ultimate sin,
And you couldn't resist.
Into spiritual realms you flee,
But memories follow with ease.
You praying now,
Down on your knees,
Dear God,
Help me. Please.
Plead all you want,
But why can't you see,
It won't go away,
You'll never be free.Run by ~xxxblackxrosexxx

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Revenge You had me going thinking this was real,
Reopened scars I thought had healed.
Promised me love, all you felt was lust,
My hopes were high then they were crushed.
Believed your smile, that veil of disguise,
Wove around me, a cloak of treacherous lies.
Thought you'd let me in, but you left me outside,
Had me contemplating meaningless suicide.

Did you enjoy it, darling, watching me suffer?
Whilst distantly watching with your other lovers.
Why did you do it? Is this your fetish?
Causing me torment, is it what you relished?
You had me writhing in anguish, anger, pain,
Clamped me to you in invisible chains.
Drunk with stupidity, like Revenge by ~Kyriosa

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Eyes within This is not a tale, of love or lies
A story told through dark brown eyes
Another story, It ain't true
Another tale to rapture you...

Oh no cos listen, eyes you see?
Ain't always mine, a part of me
Their sights, once clear, not anymore
Are twisted round, from root to core

But does this mean, I cannot see?
I cross the room, tred gently,
To push my eyes, hard on the glass,
To try to view whats come to pass

No? Try again, lean in really close
But staring back, Is just the ghost
That someone else, another shell
Inside my eyes, is where I dwell...

Inside my heart, it starts to bleed,
Within my mind, it starts to feed,
Outside my bEyes within by ~al24

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Tales of Destiny VI Chapter Six
Forever and a Day

"But when I look at him I see all those memories of us and I wonder if maybe he's still seeing them too…"
-Anon

"I hate you!"
Marino flicked the television channel over, one hand supporting his head. For some reason he was recalling the day when he was just a kid – the day that Destiny had said she'd hated him. He didn't know why he was thinking about that now; it was such a random memory. It was the first and last time she'd ever said she hated him – and that was also the day Minnie was stolen. Minnie was, once upon a time, her favourite toy. She'd been given it to her for her sixth or seventh birthday andTales of Destiny VI by ~kaze-no-kakera

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Words without sounds My heart pounding, deep beneath my skin.
The feelings of love,
Can never leave.
My heavy breathing, content with no fear.
The warmth of your body,
Can comfort deep in my mind.
The touches of imperial desire,
Sends pulses to race.
The pure intensity,
Still tingling to the bone.
The satisfaction you have left,
In every inch of my body,
Can never be described.
The one way to understand,
Is to listen to my breathing,
In time with his.
Expressing all feelings.
The words without sounds,
Which have all meaning.

The aftermath of silence,
Dedicated to the love we have made.
My sensation is speechless,
No way to explain.
Our bodiWords without sounds by ~brokenheartedbullet

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Thanks, and goodbye.

Jan 25, 2011, 12:09:15 PM by ~xxxblackxrosexxx
Journals / Personal

Hello.

i would just like to say a big thanks to everyone who has left me comments. As you can probably see I don't come on here annymore because ubfortuantly I have fallen out of the habit of writing. I appreciate all your kind words but please do not be offended if you ask me a question and I don't reply because I don't imagine I will be coming on here again. I don't want to take my work off here because although I feel like a differnt person to the one who wrote these poems they are part of me.

Ashleigh Rose.

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*mew2010 Feb 9, 2012

I really like your poets they are really emotional.
Nice to see you like Bon Jovi! :3

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You are this worlds new Shakesphere (srry my spelling is aweful). Dont stop writing!!!

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Your writing is superb

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